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embarking...........that's not dog lingo!

Okay Im about to embark on a journey that will take me completely out of my comfort zone! Stepping out into the sunlight and shaking off the dust and cob-webs that have seem to overtake my body at times. Yet Yahweh has preserved me for such a time as this, to prepare me for marriage, teaching me to take on many more responsibilities (music, life, love, and a household plus Yahweh and Scripture time!) Hmmm. Am I ready?? Its a good question. For so long I have felt like this little girl, unable to take on roles that I have truly desired. I felt so unsure of myself. Not now (yeah, sure! I still feel at times like do I even have a clue?) But this is my time, My Journey Yahweh has established for me, for Gabe, for US!  

       Pro 3:3 Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart:

        Pro 3:4 So shalt thou find favor and good understanding in the sight of YHWH and man.

        Pro 3:5 Trust in the YHWH with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

        Pro 3:6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct     thy paths.           

       So here I am looking out over all the dreams and ideas for myself, I stare intensely as I notice how some have grown, others have taken on a new shape and brilliance. I see many have shriveled up and have become something of my past yet I feel no remorse to them dying out just joy of the imagination I had as a little girl. Believe me when I say I wish I would have not wanted to grow up so fast when I was little, now I realize the importance of just enjoying childhood enjoying rainy days making mud bowls, sunny days laying out in the grass making daisy chains, just laughing at absolutely nothing just for the heck of it or talking on the phone to your best friend when you are about to spend the night with them. Oh dont think that those things will stop and that Im to mature for them..NO! I'm marrying my BEST FRIEND!! I have just learn to breathe and so that means Im about to learn to let go.

      Mar 14:38 Watch ye and pray, lest ye enter into temptation. The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak.

Pray for me, my new home will soon be in Raytown, Missouri. Im pretty sure the place is ours. (Gabe and I, once we are married) I have a Job in the works So I call all prayer warriors to stand in the gap that all will be Yahwehs will (which IS) and that wed walk in the true abundance he has for us! He has opened all these doors for us! Thank-you Yahweh, Im truly blessed for the strength you give me everyday and for giving me Gabe second love of my life! Gabriel, Thank-you for wanting to be my husband and for wanting to provide for me and our soon to be family (which is in Yahwehs timing!) Wow crazy to think how fast Yahweh works because when he provides, he provides no questions asked!! Please pray I keep the faith and trust in the uttmost!

      John 10:10 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

Love you all~

Soon to be Missouri Girl Again!

reminiscing over old boyband music! Yahoo!

Hey Ya'll~

Just me Yahwehs Girl~ I hope you all are doing well, I just wanted to write and tell you how much I truly do admire and love each and everyone of you and i can do this cause of the great scriptures in Phil.1:3-8. How beautiful Yahwehs love is for us and how he can bless us with amazing people in our lives!! I'm blessed to know I have a Fiance who loves and cherishes me like a man should for his wife (even tho we are not married at least not till september!) But I know that Our lives together will be blessed and treasured! How I love and exalt Yahweh for giving such love he has given to Gabriel and I and for giving his SON for me! I am just a girl! Just a girl with a guitar! How Thankful I AM for the preicous gift he gave! Praise Yahweh our Elohim who sits on the throne and his son Yahushua who given life and has given more Abundantly! Yohanan (John) 10:10!! Yahoo!! For it is not OVER it has just begun like each new day!

sady keziYah

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If you could "re-call" things you've said..... this would be my Re-call.......

     Gabriel and I have said to many of you that we would not kiss until marriage (The wedding is set for Fall. yayuh!). Well..... we have broken that spoken word. On January 1st, we kissed for the very first time. I regret it only because we did not follow through with what we had spoken, we really desired to be a witness in this area  and we have fallen short. Not that I don't treasure our first kiss, I do! But breaking our words to you frustrates me, I only desire to be a witness in all areas of my Life, especially in gabriel and I's relationship. We are Engaged... yes, but that is no excuse cause we gave you our word...... but if it was just a whim relationship I would feel more shame, but I feel none cause my kiss for Gabriel was out of a pure heart and pure thoughts! Still we need to be more aware and guard ourselves better cause Kissing could lead to more things and that is something we don't wish to even think about....... gabriel and I have pushed our fleshly desires away and have taken these special kisses and have placed them in a special place till marriage. We have started to be more aware of our surroundings, the things we watch and the things we talk about. We have girded ourselves with the WHOLE Armor of Yahweh! Ephesians 6:10 -24. I ask you to please pray for us!! Please take this time right now to ask Yahweh to give us strength and I pray that you would ask Gabe and I to pray for you and your relationship with the future Husband or Wife or Just your relationship with Yahweh! We desire to be there for you........ Always!

 I give Kudo's and have much respect to you those who have stood their ground and have stayed pure with your relationship with your loved one.... gabe and I are AND will till the end time stay stay true to Yahweh and to our Love for eachother! It's one of the most beautiful covenants ever, having the beauty and sanctity of marriage. I don't want to be the one ending up singing the song by Relient K "Who I am Hates Who I have been". I have been singing that song in my head all the time cause I don't want to allow Satan to come in and destroy the beauty that Yahweh has established. They were just kisses but kisses can lead to more, to a place you do not desire to be in...... Praise YHWH that he has had his hand on us and that all things have been done out of only my love for Gabriel....... that could be another excuse but I don't want that. When you Love someone, especially feeling this love that you have never felt before, is hard. Cause all you want to do is become closer to the one you love, many you understand what I am saying. Those that don't, but will someday remember the scripture in Mark 14:38 "Watch and Pray, lest you enter into trial. The spirit indeed is eager, but the flesh is weak."  I ask you once again to forgive the words we broke to you. I pray you do not habor bad thoughts towards Gabriel and I, but that you would always lift us up in prayer to always remain faithful to Yahweh the most High Elohim. It is our Love for you that I write this out and share with you, for we long to always be a LIGHT..... Matt. 5:14-16. We also long to be the fragrance of Yahushua the Messiah 2 Cor. 2:14-16. For Yahushua was the only example of truth and Beauty, He walked in the word, he was the word and was made flesh and made his dwelling among us, to show us the Way!! I pray that you would only follow the Example, Wisdom and "Binah" (understanding) of Yahushua. For that is what gabe and I desire to do.  I pray you would look to him and not towards us! For we may fail you at times, we will try to always point the right way and strive to be Yahushua's perfect love and light! I love you all so much and I want to Scream HalleluYAH from the top of a mountain for all to hear!! For YAHWEH REIGNS!! May He be lifted High!

Sady KeziYah~

May Yahweh always give you strength!